The doors of deception open; what was revealed has been hidden . A dark side of myself devoid of color - black abyss swirling in manic purgatory... I have lost home. I have entered humanhood, bound to emotions and all that is untangible. I am alone in another world... All these things am I, portents, images, signs, feel lifeless. I am without you. I was never supposed to be a single creation... I come and go in and out of reality through the gates of starlight, wandeing... I fill my lifeboat with sea dancing and wave songs, to find you in the heavens... floating away, the houses of heaven on the sea. I seek the truth. Cannot sail a long river and row back again, without you... so I'm lost in it. Breathe under the stars for joy, the search is almost complete and I am the sojourner destined to walk a thousand years until I arrive at unity.